If a songbird sang a song just for us...

I choose to be happy.
Is it selfish to want to be even happier?
I want to be happier.
With you.

If sqeaky stairs were followed...

I just have to say... it was a great semester. And I love my school.
I head home Tuesday. I'll be sad... but glad to be home. Can't wait to home.
And I can't wait to be back here. There's such a connection.

Also, Michelle and I plan on going out east. Can't wait.<3

And I can't wait to head towards the city.

If I had known...

It's 11:11.
And I'm thinking of him.

If heaven and hell decide...

You'll be loved.

At any rate... I believe I am the only Techie who graduated last year... that did not see the show. =[

Anyways... Kyoto tonight with Buff's best. <3

If I want to tell you more than anything...

I want to tell him I like him more than anything. And I never wanted anyone more. In all honesty. It's a bit crazy.

I even started writing poems again. I haven't done that since... well... 11th grade. Like... poems that mean something to me. Not just... for writing. I missed that.


the mystery shade of the coursing wind--
stirs in your direction.

And.
I wonder if
the sun's glory is more than the sky above.

come closer.
discover mirror images with me.

If I sang a song for you...

I don't know why I keep talking myself into sad emotions. And then I don't know why I tell myself to look like nothing is really bothering me when there is a lot going on.

Also... hm. Well. There's this guy. And I think about him a lot. I just want to tell him how I feel. Really bad. But I don't know how I would say it... and I don't want it to ruin anything. Because I think we're becoming close. And I don't want to shatter a good thing. He probably doesn't like me back. It's such a bummer. And I disappoint myself because I'm just setting myself up for a downfall. Again? Oh god, I hope not. I don't want a disappointment. I want to feel happy... content with life... unashamed. I want the feeling of being cherished again. I miss that so much. I know I haven't really been... "in love"... even though I feel like I was close to it once before. Also... it's been a long time. I'm hoping to just... forget it all. Even though I don't really want to forget everything.

If I've been dancing around this whole thing...

I'm falling more in love.
With every single word I withhold.
I'm falling more in love.
With every single word you say.
I'm falling head-over-heels for you again.

If then we could acquire the goblet...

Hmmm, SU theatre?

If I knew what was going on...

I cannot understand me sometimes. That... I believe... is not good. At all.

I set myself up for these things.
>.<

I am a ridiculous person...

If I had nothing better to do...

Library time... third floor. It's quiet... and I have Queenie plugged into the outlet. Uhm... I really don't know what to do with my time... so I'm people watching. I could finish those entries for UBE. Yes. That is what I will do. Finish up my entries to occupy myself.