I am definitely not feeling fierce. And I might just collapse this week because it's so difficult.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
If I sobbed my eyes out...
I'm in a sea of people and I have never felt more alone. And I'm drowning in my sea of people. I feel trapped. I don't know how to get out. I am heading for a breakdown and I can't stop myself. I have tearstained cheeks. Who's to blame? No one. What's to blame? Nothing. THen why? I haven't got a clue. And more importantly, I don't have an answer. What's wrong with me?
Monday, October 20, 2008
If forgetting is to be forgetful, then I don't want to forget anything...
Today... was rather unproductive. However, I'm not caring.
I don't understand.
And also... I'm forgetting. I'm forgetting my memories.
And I don't want to. I really don't.
But I can't stop it.
Come back memories... come back.
I don't understand.
And also... I'm forgetting. I'm forgetting my memories.
And I don't want to. I really don't.
But I can't stop it.
Come back memories... come back.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
If there was another time...
I'm sleepy in the daylight, but I get so sad and awake during late hours. Like now.
What's wrong?
Am I okay?
Will I ever be?
What could possibly be wrong?
I feel like I can't breathe. I feel like I'm in a crowd and no one can hear my whispers and weeps.
What's wrong?
Am I okay?
Will I ever be?
What could possibly be wrong?
I feel like I can't breathe. I feel like I'm in a crowd and no one can hear my whispers and weeps.
Monday, October 6, 2008
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